Zissy's Zoo

i have a neighbor lady that is a hooker of sorts but i don't judge. we became friends a couple of years back because she bought the store next to my house. i spent many hours in there just talking and meeting the neighborhood folks. well i found out soon in the relationship that she slept with anything that had a dollar to blow......pardon the pun. any way it has never bothered me because i've done things in my life that others might not approve of and heck i'm not the judge of anyone.

well she has been bothering me for about a year to come over and take pictures of her and her pets and for one reason or another it never happened until yesterday. i picked up the phone and she was asking me to come over and take some pics and i said i would be right over. i showed up at her place and she was running around picking up clothing and telling me that we were going to the 3rd floor of her house and inside i was thinking uh oh this doesn't look good. reason being is that is where she entertains her clients. you have to understand here i'm a plain ol' country girl from okeechobee florida and yes i have seen a lot in my life and participated in things when i was younger but this is definitely one place if you knew me that i wouldn't be. i'm as big around as i am tall, sickly and really not comfortable with this lifestyle in my face but she's a friend right? i can do this.....she will come out in a bathing suit or a nice blouse and a pair of shorts because anything else would be shocking to me. i was shocked more that i can say............i tried not to goggle and act like a doofus so i took the pictures as asked. she made several changes in clothing and some without and today i am still shaking my head about what i will do for a friend.

what does this say about me? am i losing it? again i don't judge and i care for her and worry about her but i don't think i could do this again if she asks.