Zissy's Zoo

gosh if I don't get some sunshine soon i'm going to fall into the kingdom of gloom for sure. i think it's been a week now since we have seen the sun here and i for one miss it very much. of course i am enjoying the cool weather because we had a very hot summer but please let the sun peek through those clouds.

i have been taking a time out from doctors visits lately trying to build up my strength for the next go round at the end of this month and then to the pain management doctor in november. honestly now i am very frightened to walk into any doctors office because they always come up with something new that is wrong with me and then all of those tests that i have to go through are mind boggling. i don't think they realize what kind of stress all of those tests put on our minds as well as our bodies.

the latest is they think i have cushings syndrome and they want to do some tests for that. of course i have been living with the symptoms for several years and i'm not sure if it's something that i really want to know. i know that might sound strange to some but if you have been through what i have then you would understand. i don't need one more label put on me that i can't change and i'm not ready to deal with. it's just my way of having control over my body and mind.........even though it's probably wrong.

well i'm outta here for now and i always enjoy comments from the peanut gallery.

Hugs,